I’ve got good friends but even when I am laughing with them or messing around I still feel lonely. I feel so lonely and I have nobody to talk to. And if I do have somebody to talk to they start to yell at me or they just ignore me. I don't know why I feel this way. And I didn't get hurt over a crush. So what is wrong with me. I don't even know. And I guess I better get use to that. Because in the real world I can't force people to talk to me. And right now I don't do that, it is just I feel very very sad.